People who
attempt to write a book (or a short story, magazine article, movie, poem, or song)
harbor the belief that they can pull it off. They’ve convinced themselves they
can spend the requisite time in a chair, are confident they can string together
the necessary number of words, and trust they can slog through the revisions
and rewrites required.
Believing in
yourself is a good thing. An essential thing. Without that belief, no word
would ever get written.
But
believing in yourself is only half the story.
If that.
It is
equally important, perhaps more important, that you doubt yourself.
I think that
bears repeating: If you want to be a writer, you must doubt yourself.
You must
question every word. Is it the best word? Would another word say it better?
Would a
metaphor, a simile, an allusion, or other indirect way of telling something
work better than saying it straight out?
Is that the
way this character would say that? Do you really think that character would do
this?
And so on.
Writing—at
least writing well—is a continuous process of self-doubt. And that’s just as
important—if not more so—than believing in yourself.
So good and so true. There's one sentence I wrote in a short story, "The Background Man," that I still remember, after all these years. One sentence! I doubt myself often.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Carla. That's why you're one of the good ones.
DeleteRod, this is so true. Thanks for your wise words.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Amy.
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